I have to admit that I have enjoyed much of this new space that I've found myself in.....meeting new peeps....occasional drinks or dinner out....the ability to be comfortable in my own skin around people who experience the same reality. Shit has been cool. Been finding myself surrounded by folks who have always loved me and … Continue reading Random Thoughts on”Trying” to Date….
The funny thing about being single is the sudden attention that comes with a nigga's newfound availability. It's been a few years now, and the bitches that be comin out the woodwork throwin game is amazing. Muuhfukkas tellin me that they never liked my wife anyway and they are glad a spic is finally free … Continue reading Enter….Carla
Posted this a few years ago. Still holds true today. Happy New Year everybody! People all around the world are celebrating the start of a new year. Some nations have already begun the celebration. Various people throughout the states are getting ready to watch the ball drop, give birth to a New Year’s baby, … Continue reading New Year….New Things to Come…
The more I try to pull shyt together.....my life...my surroundings.....the job.....fatherhood.....the more I wonder if all of those things are enough. I have worked hard as fukk to get to a better place emotionally. Therapy and long talks with people who can relate to the shyt I've been through have helped me focus on the … Continue reading Relationship or Nah???
After a climactic Christmas Day with my cousin (Miguel) and all of his foolishness, I found myself debating whether I would change my plans and go home, or simply grab a hotel and enjoy Florida. FUCK IT! I'M STAYIN! Decided that the rest of my holidays didn't have to be fukked up because of the … Continue reading The Holidays With Immanuel…
Miguel prolly shoulda left shit alone. I'm thinking that would have made a better Christmas for all of us. But a bitch wanna be cute. And I wasn't in the right space emotionally to just let shit die. When he busted his ass in the room where I was to continue yelling at me, I … Continue reading Cutting Family Ties…Part 2
The holidays are a time to spend with those you love, reflect on the true meaning of the season (whatever it is that you believe in), and enjoy quality time with family.....or so I thought.After losing my pa, and attending his funeral right before the holidays, I made plans to fly to Miami for Christmas. … Continue reading Cutting Family Ties…..
The longer I have been divorced, and on my own....having the free time and ability to express my shit the way I want to....I have gotten more comfortable with my truth. Shit.....it took me some years to identify what the fukk that truth was. Shit was mixed with soooo many feelings, guilt, and other mixed … Continue reading Comfortable In My Lane…
How the fukk do I even start this shyt?Sooooo much has happened.....I don't even think it's possible to catch niggas up on everything that has happen in a single post. So I'm gonna just talk about shit with each post over time.I'll say this though.....I MISSED THE SHIT OUTTA BEIN HERE! I missed writing and … Continue reading Wow…..Where Has the Time Gone???
Yo......IF I have any followers left, see you in a minute.Been too fukkin long.