It's been a few days since I've had the opportunity to write an entry. My laptop has been in major surgery and is now recovering quite well. I had a few days to think about my situation. Gargamel (my wife) and I have been at it again. Well, actually, she's been at it. I just let … Continue reading A Little More About Me….
It has taken me years to openly acknowledge the fact that I am a sensitive guy. I mean, extremely sensitive. Not so much that I am overly concerned about the thoughts and others. I'm too old for that shit. There are only a few people in my life that matter enough for me to worry … Continue reading I Think I Like Him…
My search for a place hasn't been as bad as I thought. At first, I was a bit concerned. I haven't lived alone in years. Almost didn't remember what it felt like to go look at floor plans, get copies of pay stubs, and all the other bullshit that comes with trying to find a … Continue reading Time to Go…
So, after a day filled with emotional ups and downs, I had the kids all to myself again. Gargamel (see Gargamel's On the Way -- 5/27/10) had another business trip. I spent three days with my children; answering their questions, being honest about the reality that I may not reconcile with their mother, and just … Continue reading Small Beginnings…..
As a father, I have tried to make sure that I give my children the best of who I am. I try to teach them the importance of a strong character, integrity, and accountability. I make every effort to be the example before them, ensuring that they are molded into strong, well-rounded, responsible individuals. My … Continue reading Great Dad……Bad Husband?????
So I'm sitting around and really went into deep thought, as I do sometimes. Why did I title this blog a particular way? Why do I feel the way I do? What motivates my actions? I decided to write down some of my thoughts, as I will do periodically. Have at it!!She is my wife.He … Continue reading Trapped With Her…Driven To Him
So today I got a phone call from Jay (Jayson). Hadn't heard from him in a few weeks. "Wassup pa?", he asked. "Ain't shit". I said. "You comin to see a brutha? Did I get kicked to the curve? Damn man. Wassup?", Jay whined.Okay. Wait a minute. I started thinking about the fact that Jay … Continue reading Jay with the Tatts….
Sometimes I think it's me........Maybe all of this shit is my fault. Perhaps I should have just let her treat me any kind of way, embarrass me publicly, tell my children crazy shit about their father......would I have peace then? When I'm with my sons and my daughter, I'm at a place of happiness that … Continue reading Am I Man Enough for This Kind of Stress???