The more I try to pull shyt together.....my life...my surroundings.....the job.....fatherhood.....the more I wonder if all of those things are enough. I have worked hard as fukk to get to a better place emotionally. Therapy and long talks with people who can relate to the shyt I've been through have helped me focus on the … Continue reading Relationship or Nah???
After a climactic Christmas Day with my cousin (Miguel) and all of his foolishness, I found myself debating whether I would change my plans and go home, or simply grab a hotel and enjoy Florida. FUCK IT! I'M STAYIN! Decided that the rest of my holidays didn't have to be fukked up because of the … Continue reading The Holidays With Immanuel…
Miguel prolly shoulda left shit alone. I'm thinking that would have made a better Christmas for all of us. But a bitch wanna be cute. And I wasn't in the right space emotionally to just let shit die. When he busted his ass in the room where I was to continue yelling at me, I … Continue reading Cutting Family Ties…Part 2
The holidays are a time to spend with those you love, reflect on the true meaning of the season (whatever it is that you believe in), and enjoy quality time with family.....or so I thought.After losing my pa, and attending his funeral right before the holidays, I made plans to fly to Miami for Christmas. … Continue reading Cutting Family Ties…..